Literal Instruction Nightmare

Last night I had a nightmare about the worst possible instruction session I could imagine.  I woke up this morning so happy it was just a dream that I had to share its craziness with the world.  Get this…

The dream starts off with me in front of a group of high schoolers, not my usual group but also not out of the ordinary, and I’m providing a fairly standard research instruction session.  There was a free-standing whiteboard behind me to my left, and the students’ teacher sat behind it with a colleague and a bunch of younger-aged kids.  My focus was on the high school students, who were not focused on me.  (Story of my life.)  As their talking grew louder and louder, I realized that I was losing them.  This is when things start to get crazy.

To gain everyone’s attention I scream.  And I’m not talking about a loud “Hey.”  I mean a blood curdling, horror movie scream.  It works on the students for the most part, but I sense screaming their ears off was not the most appropriate thing to do. (You know, not very professional and all that.)  Nevertheless, I proceed with my attention-getting mission by walking behind the whiteboard to ask the teacher and her colleague to be quiet.  I did not ask politely.  I don’t remember my exact phrasing, but her response definitely still echos through my mind.  She said, “No.”  I decide to negotiate by asking her to bring her volume down a little, and she agrees to do so.  My attention then turns to the random assortment of young kids around her, who readily obeyed my commands for quiet.  (Somebody listens!)

Feeling like I’ve gotten some control of the classroom again, I return to the front of the room and try to get back on topic.  (At this point in the dream, I have a vague sense that I was talking about information gatekeepers and access issues.  I have no idea why.)  My control does not last; the students in the back of the class start to get up and leave right in the middle of my lesson!!!  Soon all of the students have left, the teachers and younger students were gone, and I am left alone.  (*sigh*)  I chase after the high school students, who are heading up a walkway away from the classroom, and I just start yelling at them.  “SHEEP!”  “SHEEP!!”  At the time, calling them sheep made perfect sense.

At this point, I realize I have completely lost control of the situation, but I keep yelling.  One student who had sat in the front row earlier (I think) felt sorry for me so and decides to stay behind with me.  While happy that one student understands the importance of libraries, I feel pretty ashamed of myself.  I am a disgrace.  As I start to push ahead and continue the lesson with the one student, the teacher returns to the classroom and let’s me know that the school is closing because of an emergency.  We need to evacuate immediately.  That’s why all the students were leaving!  They got a text message about the school closing and didn’t bother to tell me!!!  So here I am sitting in the classroom, having gotten a student to stay with me and thereby put her life at risk, while everyone flees to safety.  At this point I wake up.

Hahahahaha.  In one little dream I scream bloody murder in order to get attention in a classroom, argue with a teacher, scare little kids, get ditched by a whole class of students, and endangered a student’s life.  Worst instruction session ever!  I’m so happy it didn’t really happen, or I’d be in so much trouble with my boss.

I admit, as I laid awake this morning all I could think about was more appropriate ways to handle such a situation.  (I’m such an instruction librarian sometimes.)  In real life, I don’t think I’d go for yelling so much.  I’m more a friend of uncomfortable silence.

Advice to New Librarians- Part Two

In my last post, I started to give basic advice to new librarians who face some form of opposition when they start suggesting changes at their libraries.  My first piece of advice is to drop any initial judgments you may have about you and your colleagues.  But why?

First, I think it’s important to stay objective and open minded in any situation.  When someone begins to pigeonhole themselves and their colleagues into “progressive” and “conservative” camps, he or she may worry more about winning arguments and being right than actually making change happen.

Second, your ideas may be crap.  Never assume that your initial idea is perfect.  Libraries and the communities they serve are complex, and many times a tool, program, or service that works well in one library will not do so in another.  Transforming a library is often a process of trial and error, so be ready to be wrong at some point in the process.

Now that I got that out of the way, let’s talk about concrete steps one can take to make change happen in the face of opposition.  First, we’ll need to talk about territory.  Check out my next post to learn more.

Advice to New Librarians- Part One

At last year’s ALA Annual, I attend the conference program sponsored by ACRL DLS.  The program explored the topic of leading from the side, and one attendee asked a question that has stayed with me.  She was a new librarian and wanted advice on making change happen at her library.  The question stuck me because I remember being that young librarian who wanted to try new things but was uncertain how to handle colleagues’ reluctance or opposition.  I dreaded the phrases, “We’ve already tried that,” and, “Yeah, but who has the time for that.”

I wanted to answer the new librarian’s question, but didn’t have my thoughts together enough to do so at the time.  As I said, I’ve thought about the question off and on this past year, and now I’m ready to answer.

When you are a new librarian in your first librarian position, you are going to approach the library and its services with new eyes.  You likely don’t know what your new colleagues have tried in the past, but you do have fresh ideas from library school and/or experience working at another library.  With this unique perspective it can be easy to jump into your new position and see things that need to change.  You look around and see mostly possibilities.

When your colleagues don’t respond positively to your suggestions (or your opinion in general) then you likely feel frustrated.  It may be easy at this point to criticize your colleagues for being too settled into their ways, for not being able to think outside the box, or for not using their imaginations.  How can you convince them to change when they can’t see the value of your suggestions?

My first bit of advice is this: stop thinking of you and your colleagues in this way!

Want to know why?  I’ll discuss my reasons in my next post.

It’s Me, Again

It’s amazing to look back on my early career and remember my angst-filled librarian youth (haha, three years ago).  Every time I attend a library conference now it becomes clear to me that I am no longer that young librarian just barely getting my feet wet.  I no longer feel impotent in a world unchanging.  These interim years between my last post and this one have been eye opening.

When I started this blog, I wanted to document my journey, and I’m happy that I did so during my early career.  Alas, I regret now that I did not continue to document these past three teeth-cutting years.  In any case, here I am again, ready to blog away.

Side Note: In 2011, I started to explore psychology with the hope to learn about cognition, attention, technology, and information, all mixed together.  Fun stuff!


Let the Reading Begin

New long term project!  I’ve decided to take on one of the most ambitious things I could think of, given my time constraints.  Over the course of the Fall semester, Winter break and (most likely) early Spring semester, I will be conducting a literature review.  Of what, well, that has yet to be fully defined.  I’ve started a cursory review of one general topic, brain changes associated with online learning/computer-assisted instruction and their implications.  Time and exposure will most likely craft the topic into unknown territory.

I admit I have a horrible track record of starting to blog about my long term, non-work-related projects.  At this point I can only say that I will try better than I have in the past!  As I begin to review articles (mostly), books (somewhat), and other sources (you never know in this day and age), I aim to blog my initial evaluations about outstanding sources.

Let the fun begin!

Changing Tides

Wow, it’s been forever since I’ve posted.  I certainly hope to start posting a bit more regularly, but my plans have changed so often.  Last year I had major plans to visit and tour different libraries throughout Chicago.  Sounds like a great idea, but my change in employment pushed that idea out the window.

Anyway, I hope to start writing again.  (I also hope to not use the word “change” so often in future posts.)

Update Before Summer

Wow, it’s been a while since I last posted! Spring semester has been hectic- but invigorating- as I wrap up my final semester here at the College of Dupage.  I must say that the adage that job hunting is a job in itself is certainly true.  Time was scarce this semester, but the summer is looking good.

So what am I planning for the summer?  Lots!

Summer Project 2010 (unofficial title):

Now that I have a bit more time, I want to start exploring library instruction and public service in new ways.  I’m still formulating my plans, but I hope to speak in more detail here in the near future.  Keep posted for news…

Early Videos Discussion

I could nitpick each one of these videos to death, but I wanted in my posts to largely cover the general lessons I learned while filming and editing them.  I was extremely lucky as the Resident Librarian to have the leeway to attempt filming these videos when I had no prior experience.  The purpose of the Residency Program at the College of DuPage is to learn by doing, so continuing education is built into the program.  I doubt I will get away with such a learning project in my future employment.

Here is a little background on the filming process:

After coming up with the general idea for the project, I started filming the videos sporadically over the course of about two months.   I had to film around not only my busy schedule but also the schedule of those who assisted in each video, so these videos really didn’t take that long to produce, which is pretty apparent in their quality.  I also posted each video to my professional YouTube account that I might share them easily with my colleagues.  Their feedback has been very helpful.  I only recorded video for collections and services located on the upper level of the library.  The lower level has the strong possibility of changing a great deal, and I had yet to come up with a plan on how to handle that lower level.

So what’s the current plan of action?

The current status of my library tour is “ongoing.”  It has actually entered a new phase with the entrance of one student assistant extraordinaire.  Each of the early videos are draft versions.   Now with the assistance of Dave Hoffman, a Graphic Design student at COD, we have collaborated on the creation of usable videos…

Early Videos #4 & 5- CCIC explored?

The Library’s College and Career Information Center was the target of my next set of videos.  Here is the first:

Valeria Fike, the CCIC supervisor, was lovely enough to assist me with these videos.  She also set up the books and outlined the content of her speech.  Unfortunately, no matter how prepared the speech is, it just doesn’t matter when the camera only picks up counter tops and study carrels.  The collection was hardly highlighted. 

Also, I again had sound issues and video quality issues.  I think I might have a theme going here.  Most of these early videos were completed using old equipment and software, which has now been replaced.  I am just not skilled enough to use bad sound and video to my advantage.  Students these days are somewhat used to rough video work, but there is a big difference between something a little less polished and what we have here.   Also, let’s be honest.  The video is boring. 

Here is my second attempt:

This video was never fully completed as is apparent when you hit the end of it.  I attempted with this version to stick to the basic premise of a student walking up to a collection and encountering a staff member, where an introduction would take place.  I believe this video was an improvement over the last one in that it visually highlighted the collection much more effectively.  But again the sound quality is horrible.  I really might have to invest in a proper mike.  Because this particular version of the video is very much a draft version, I didn’t bother to completely match up Valeria’s words to the corresponding pictures.  So the CCIC video is still a work in progress.

Early Video #3- Wandering the General Collection

This is the second version of the General Collection video:

There is so much I could say about this video.  First, I really liked the premise of this video more than the last version.  A student (again me with the camera) is walking around the General Collection, trying to find two books.  She has call numbers but only a vague notion of how the shelving system works.  Through the process of wandering the stacks, she figures out what to do.   This video is much more of a literal walkthrough for students.  They could see a student doing what they do, wandering confused, and then demonstrating what they should do, like picking up a map and connecting it to the call numbers, looking at signs and checking book spines.  We also get to hear the thoughts of the student and see the magical responses of the Library answering her questions, a reference feature that I can only wish were true.  

The two biggest problems with the video?  Video and sound quality. *sigh*  Again the video quality is pretty rough, but my voice over was horrible!  I recorded the voice over in my office after filming and it is pretty obvious.  I also recorded it on my old computer, which is now thankfully an old memory.  I might attempted to do a more polished version of this video in the upcoming months, but I haven’t decided on it just yet.  I’ll provide more on my current filming plans soon.